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Truth Eats The HeartI guess I just know you too well,
You and your pride,
But I fell in love with you,
You might wonder why.
Well, for one you are brave,
That goes without saying,
And as you may have noticed,
A lot of people can't say the same thing.
But I've known since I was little,
That I could never have you,
You are to be Olo'eyctan one day,
And I have duties too.
My name is Tìngay,
It means truth,
And truth eats the heart,
When I'm with you.
Your hand is already given,
To the luckiest girl I know,
She knows her way around this clan,
She's the princess after all.
Will I ever tell you any of this?
Of course the answer's no,
Because I'm just a girl and you're so special,
Your ignorance is my bliss.
Okay, that's not a total truth,
I feel like my name means I cannot lie,
For whatever reason I wish you knew,
How I think when I see you.
So this poem is pretty much for my own sake,
I just felt I should let my feelings loose,
Cause what started as a childhood crush,
Is now just something I can't bare to
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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